i feel so strange ... i am alive arent i? ... i dont feel like im alive .. but i am? ... i am so hollow i cant bare it any longer ... its tearing me apart ... you sed nothing would come between us ... i knew that was a lie ... becuz its my fault ... its always my fault im a screw up ... i have an uncany ability to atract ppl and then they get discusted by me ... or somthing along those lines ... they just dont care any longer and leave me behind ... its ok im used to it ... i try to be emotionless ... but that doesnt work somtimes ... somtimes it just ends up killing me inside ... in the end ... im worse off from were i started ... i dont think ill ever try to start agan ... becuz its the same at the end ... there always has to be an end ... and im always the one to suffer ...
Celliron · Mon Oct 22, 2007 @ 02:29am · 0 Comments |