*i cry every night as i look at your picture. you dont notice. i cut every night as i look at your picture. you dont care. i bleed every night as i look at your picture. you just walk away. then one night i stabbed my chest as i look at you picture. you look at me but say nothing. as blood and tears run down my shirt i look up at you and said softly. i did this for you. i tried to smile but the pain was to great. the wound didnt hurt it was the pain in my heart that can never be healed. you just look away. i did this for you. i said again. you tears dropped to the floor. i pulled out the knife that was in my chest and threw it on the ground. blood dripped to the floor. you finnaly notice me and wipe the blood off my chest. you dont say anything though. i look at your face. your cheeks had streams of tears just like mine. now you and i were shaking ananst the wall. im sorry. i said softly. and you just looked at me. i choked on some blood. you look at me lips and i heard you breathe. your warm breath was comforting. then you looked deep in my eyes and saw pure pain. you closed your eyes and i felt your soft, warm lips kiss mine. it felt good. you moved a little away form the wall and rubbed my bloody back. then you stop and looked at me and i looked at you. you had blood on your lips and shirt just as i did. i did this for you. i repeated softer. but all you did was stare at me. then you made your hand into a fist and punched me in the face, you repeated this until i fall with a soft thud on the ground. you knew i was dead. but before you left me forever you leaned over and kissed my lips once more and said. I love you."