Dan, if you don't want to get hurt, don't read this, except for this first part in black writing. I just need to get my feelings out. But I want you to know, I do love you, possibly more than anyone else in this world.
I read your journal, Beni, and it got me thinking about relationships. You're not the only one who thinks she has love issues. I swear, I can never find a good, steady guy to be in a relationship with. I did find one guy, just one, but he lives 5,000 miles away and I only saw him once. But I want a guy like him. My biggest issue is getting involved with a mature guy. I only seem to attract the hormonally-raging, war/gore/destruction obsessed immature guys who only want to tease me and get on my last nerve. I'm waiting to meet someone who I can just sit down and talk with.....about anything, it doesn't matter. It could be anything from the war to a speck of dust. I can just spill out my feelings to them and they would always be willing to listen. And if we have a tender spot between us, we could talk about it and we may have arguments, but he would be willing to listen to me and wouldn't go off and sulk in a corner. And everything I would say, the response would never be "Liar" or "That's a lie" I really hate all that sarcasm s**t. I mean sure, I joke around a lot and stuff, but I can't stand it when people drag things on FOREVER. I just....I don't know. Yes, I know. I'm 16, so what the hell do I know about love? I guess nothing because I can't seem to find it anywhere. redface sweatdrop cry
El Arco Iris · Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 12:28am · 1 Comments |