I told the guy I like that I like him and he just shrugged and I felt so...horrible. I told one of my friends a big secret and it got akward for a while. And I felt really horrible then. So horrible that I actually cut myself. I've been super depressed latley, but none of my friends seem to notice. I have horrible grades. I really want to end all of it, but I can't. I know the Lord has a plan and it will all work out in the end. But right now, I can't stand my life.
glowlita · Thu Dec 20, 2007 @ 03:01am · 1 Comments |