Enter the darkness where Shadows and Creatures of the night linger and dwell...
Everything happens for a reason...
But why do bad things have to happen...Nobody really knows...to make us stronger I would guess...I hate the saddness that comes with the bad...I think that's why for sooo many years I lost my ability to cry and most feelings and emotions...then as I was gaining them back again I was once again lossing something...somebody close to me and it made me sooo lonely, hurt and rejected that I turned into his worst nightmare, I turned DARK and so shall it be...for I don't know how long...till it heals...till Hell freezes over...I don't honestly know how long I will harbor the dark hatred, but I do know the cold of hate feels better to me than the abandon of loneliness and betrail ...I do know that with this loss I didn't lose my ability to feel...I definetly FEEL every emotion with enhanced senses....I HATE like never I have before....I don't like that feeling, but still it's better than the alternative emotion.