I haven't posted a journal entry in over a month! :gasp: It's the end of the world. I really don't know what I can say any more. I think all of my other entries have covered every emotion I feel. :/ I'll just talk about myself like usual. Lessee... Feeling: Sad Why: The holidays are over. I have to go back to school soon. Not a single one of my friends (that aren't on Gaia wink ) tried to contact me. I'll be going to college soon. I feel so freaking lonely 'cause I'm stupid and listen to all these stupid songs and read all these stupid books and see all this stupid stuff everywhere I go and think all these stupid thoughts and write all this stupid stuff and draw all this stupid stuff and dream all this stupid stuff and other stupid stuff. /heavy sigh Feeling: Depressed Why: See above reasons Feeling: Happy Why: Rhys is on top of the damn world baby! Well, at least on top of the Isles, right Ard? biggrin And I finished the first chapter in Eternal Sonata. I'm in love with that game. But Oblivion has more appeal. I wanna find those relics! >< ... Break in entry for randomness: Listening to iTunes, m'kay? Guess what song comes up in my playlist Ard. I'll give you a hint... Oooohhhh. XD I bet you can guess that one! I forgot I'd bought that. C: ... Feeling: Giddy Why: See break in entry note. Dumb song! whee Feeling: Defeated Why: Working on a sketch that I'm afraid to finish, but feel compelled to work on anyway. Feeling: Stupid Why: Umm... how'd you get this far into this entry and not think me such? heart And I almost yelled when my friend txt'd me something about a celebrity and then I went all defense just a stereo-typical fangirl. I don't want to be his fangirl! D:< Not his anyway. neutral It's stupid, isn't it? Girls ---guys, you can read this but you probably won't care and will probably think I'm a stupid obsessed dumb girl just like the rest of the girls that "fall in love" with celebrities--- doesn't it make you feel stupid sometimes when you realize you're so obsessive over someone you have a high possibility of never meeting in your life? You have no idea what this person is like for real. You've never sat down to breakfast with them. You've never spent the day talking. You've never even seen them in person, and yet, you feel like you're so madly in love with them (sometimes) that you just can't stand it. Anyway, just thought I'd leave an update to whoever actually reads this. I might put some sketches in soon for evaluation before consideration for my new idea for the future...
Belesama · Fri Jan 04, 2008 @ 01:06am · 2 Comments |