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I've been good about saving my items from past outfits lately. :] Now when I hold a "TekTek Me!" contest, I can just post my inventory and be like, "CHOOSE FROM THIS." I have like... two outfits and a Masterpieces along with a pair of Fairy Wings and Tiny Pixie Wings I'm not using at the momento. It's exciting.
So. Everyday... every time I see or think of Pat, I don't think I could love him more. But everyday, my love for him increases. I don't know how that's possible, but it does. He's so amazing! <3 I have a few things planned for Valentines Day for him, and apparently he knows what he's getting me. I'm in one of those moods where I want to know, but I also don't... So yeah. I've prepared myself mentally in case something happens. So no worries about that. I don't know. So much heart-break has happened in my life, I'm kinda skeptical about getting something for Valentines Day. The only time I ever got something from one of my boyfriends was when John bought me a rose on Valentines Day, and that's because I bought him one. That was disappointing. It's like I meant nothing to him.
Oh. And speaking of faggots, I saw John today. He came into my first block. Right when I saw him, I stopped breathing and my hands clenched into fists. I couldn't concentrate, and my geometry teacher, Mr. Cram, could tell. He gave me the look of, "Omg. Are you okay?" and I just looked at him like, "No. I want that ******** dead." It's weird, because John claimed to be in love with me and that he couldn't wait until we were old enough to get married, but that was all a lie. He used me to get another girl jealous. :/ Damn men. I know Pat's not like that, though. Pat and I have never argued seriously. I'm always happy to see him, and he's always happy to see me. Whenever I'm down, or if he's down, and we see each other, our moods are like... anti-emo? I dunno how to describe it.
I've been doodling quite a bit lately. Once I get this art need out of my system, I'll upload some, mmkie? Laters, everybody. Still have a slight migrane from earlier. Damn bright computer screens.
 CaRto0nz · Tue Jan 29, 2008 @ 05:40am · 0 Comments |
