If I'm so ******** brave, why am I so ******** scared? If I could, I'd abort this baby and ******** kill myself! You would all be better off that way, without me. But I cant, cause I'm a coward, and I want a baby. I'm crying, tears pouring down my cheeks, sobs wracking my body, and I feel like I'm going to throw up. It's all your fault. And I don't want to think of it.
Is it my fault I still love him?
