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Hand in hand, heart to heart, boy and girl, you and me.* |
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*We were talking and laughing, in your car. on the way to my house from the movie theater. you put your arm around me and i leaned my head on your shoulder, exhasted and excited for your birthday tomorrow. i closed my eyes and i heard a huge noise, before i knew it glass was shattering, but it was in slow motion. i could see the car that crashed into us. the driver had a scared look on his face. then i looked at you, but you were slumped over. i was to afraid to move. i saw the millions of pieces of glass continue to slowly shatter. it was so weird, everything moving so slow, but my heart beating so fast. i stared at you with wide eyes and began to shake you. your body just shook with the movements of my hands. i screamed your name. still everything in slow motion. I felt tears on my cheeks. they stream down as i scream. slowly like everything seemed to move, the glass, the movemenr of the cars still crashing, i began to relize you were dying. right before my very eyes, you were dying, slowly. then i felt your head lift up and i saw the bloody mess on the stearing wheel and floor. i screamed in horror. you face was relaxed, even though you were bleeding so bad. you wiped my tears and unlocked my seat belt. slowly, but faster than the glass shattering, you leaned in and i felt you soft, moist lips touch mine. it felt so good, i closed my eyes and felt you reaching to open my door. i was confused and leaned out of the kiss but you wouldnt stop, your lips just moved with mine, we were both crying, and bleeding. but you didnt seem to notice. the kiss was soft but alittle rough like it was the last time you would ever kiss me. your arms squeezed me into your body, you leaned out gently and whispering, I love you. then i felt you push me out of the car. i landed on the cold tar on the road with a thud. i looked up and saw the glass, the cars, you and the other driver, like time suddenly sped up. i screamed as i saw the cars crash, the glass shatter on the road, breaking into little tiny crystals. i saw your face smiling at me. the other driver was still scared and all of us were bleeding. but just i had tears in my eyes. i heard the crash. a huge sound i covered my ears and hid my face, hoping some how just some how you would be safe with the other driver. i felt something. heavy, land on me. it took the breath out of me. it was getting harder and harder to breath.
everything went black. i couldnt see anything, i couldnt hear anything, nothing but my heartbeat. it was fast, so fast it scared me. then it slower and slower like i too was dying. until i couldnt hear anything....silence. at that moment i saw your face. you were smiling. i felt a small tear fun down my numb cheek. i couldnt see, hear, feel, anything. i slipped into unconciousness.
My eyes fluttered open to a soft light on my face. i deeply sighed in the warm breeze. i shook my head and sat up. my eyes widend as i sat faced to face with....me. like a mirior that was placed in front of me. but i looked younger, like i was face to face with a memory. the little girl took my hand and pulled me to my feet. she laughed at my puzzled face and started to run in the meadow. then i saw what we were running too. i smiled and tears ran down my face as i saw...you. You were runing with a little boy running towards us. the little girl laughed as we got closer and the little boy just smiled. then we reached eachother. the little kids took hands and looked up at us. we took hands too. the little boy smiled and said, welcome. the girl giggled and they suddenly turned see through. like they were ghosts...no angels. they were angels guiding us to eachother, so we could walk threw the gates of heaven together. the little boy and little girl walked toward the gates and disappeared. you looked at me and smiled, leaning in and softly kissed my cheek. it was warm. then we too walked threw the gates. hand in hand, heart to heart, boy and girl, you and me.*
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