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ryuXsan
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why are boys confusing???
i honstly don't know what to do anymore!!! Dose he like me or not? How should i know?? at this point i ams tarting to think i am just wasting my time. Both times i have asked him to go to a dance with me he can't go (although for ligitament reasons.). One moment i think, yay, he likes me! nothing can go wrong. Then i start to think crap, im just wasting time on a hopeless cause. i really on't know what to think any more. i would really hope he isn't acting the way he is just so i don't get upset, because that would just make me feel worse about the whole thing. And after my last relationship i really want things to go right!!!With my exboyfriend, i really liked him and was set on being a really good girlfriend. then he shot me down. I don't want to relive that situtation. i keep telling myself that this guy will be better if i date him, but at this point i don't even know if we will ever date! somew days i would just like to scream, and wish it would feel all better and i would know all the answers. but like that will ever happen. i justy hope prom turns out to be better. i will honstly be the happist girl on earth if he could go with me. I just wish i could tell him all this. yea, never going to be able to tell him this any time soon. we can't even date till i turn 18, and 10 months is a long ways away. And it's not like he is even that much older then me, thats the hard part. but i respect his moms rules. it's just really hard. i would really like some advice. stressed





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innocent assassin
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comment Commented on: Wed Feb 13, 2008 @ 09:48pm
Well hun, no one ever knows all of the answers, things just come to us, sometimes in obvious ways, other times in abstract patterns we never see. I know things didn't go very well with Trippy, though, he wasn't out to hurt you. Hopefully, Jon, (that is who we're discussing??) will see that you really care about him, and understand your feelings enough not to deceive you for the sake of not hurting you, because, that truly is the way to hurt someone all the more.

As far as the dances, if there are ligitament reasons, then there's nothing to deceive, it's just life. I hope for you that he can go to prom with you, it would be cute.

lol, I don't see why you should have to wait till your birthday, your to "innocent" to do anything, 'strange', but it's good to respect his mother's rules, it'll help in the long run. smile

If you ever wanna talk face-to-face, just come over, it'll be a bit easier then over the computer, and then i can hug you, lol.

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