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I stayed home today. D': I woke up at four in the morning and puked up everything I ate yesterday; McDonalds, orange chicken from Wal*Mart, and other chicken. I hate food poisoning. I threw up at least twenty times within three hours. It was gay. My throat was raw and my stomach hurrrrt from it. *Sob* I'm still not feeling that great, but I feel better. Hopefully I'll be able to go to school tomorrow so I can get my missed work and everything.
So my dad called me about half an hour ago, asked where my mom was because she's out with one of her friends [as usual] and he hung up on me when I told him she was out. :/ Figures. I text Pat and told him, and I was almost crying. I text him, "I want to move in with you right now. My heart aches from not being with you..." Because it's true. My heart cries whenever Pat's not with me. v_v I wish graduation would come sooner so I can finally move out of this family and move in with Pat, and someday marry him so we can start our own family and get away from our current ones.
Speaking of that, I had a dream earlier about that. :] Sorry if any of this offends. Lmao. I had a dream that Pat went to our friend Brendan's house to pick up some movies he left over there, and I got out of the shower and was getting ready when he came home [to our home]. I was just getting dressed, and he walked in and... ;D I bet you can tell where this is going. It was my 25th birthday and I've always told him I want to get pregnant on my birthday, and he remembered... and that night, I got pregnant with our first child. <3 Then it was a few months later, and I was as big as a house. Lmao. A few months after that, I had a son whom we called Steve Robert Daly. He was turning three and... you guessed it. I got pregnant with me and Pat's second lil' baby! This one was a little girl, and when we took her home to meet lil' Steve, he was sitting on the couch and was holding her, and was all smiles yet scared. It was cuteeee. Then I woke up. D':
I can't wait until that day happens. Something tells me that if Gaia is still around then [which I'm sure it will be] and I still have my Gaia, I'm going to take a picture and post it here. I'll even come back to this entry and read it, smiling at how my dream came true and Pat will be sitting next to me, his arm around my shoulder, as our little girl sleeps, using one of our dogs as a pillow, and lil' Steve is either watching T.V. or feeding one of his lizards we're going to get... *Dreamy sigh* I can't wait until then. <3
 CaRto0nz · Wed Feb 20, 2008 @ 03:39am · 1 Comments |
