I hate her so much... her and all those like her. I think the Earth would actually be better without her kind around. And its not so much that it bothers me anymore. It's just that she does it. What does she want me to do? I already said that I wouldn't try to go after him anymore... I haven't even kissed him since that one time... What does she want?
I know what I want, and its not here. At least, the thing that I want most isn't... I guess this is that one point where I have options, but I can't see them... I want so bad to be free of this. And once again, I feel like I shouldn't be human. I can't take this, so I'm going to run, and see if that helps anything...
~out.
Ren
*I love these guys....
