i am sad obviously since the title of this is called sad again lolz? i really don't feel like typing or talking to anyone i am in my own depressed land so i don't really care about anything right now talk2hand xp srry. i am still sad about my uncles funneral it was so sad staring at him (in his past life) its my 3rd funneral i've been to but i knew him and thats why it makes a difference to me, just seeing him lie there motionless it was scaring and sad eek cry but mostly sad cause everyone was crying and ecspeically his kids. neutral (i mean he was there dad i would be very very oh so sad when my dad dies but i don't wanna think that or death in general) still a little sad from all that though. crying moving on i was embaressed very much this week with my crush (sorta embarassing to me but also cool) well actully its a sorta very long story and i dont think you wanna read about it. but it was embarassing but oh so awsome at the same time!!!!! it was funny too actully.it makes me happy when i think about it. another girl has been sitting with him on the bus but i don't care cause i can still think hes cute even if he dates another girl (but he is not stupid enough to date that girl so i got nothing to worry about i am absoultly sure he will never date that girl i hope lolz, he doesn't really casre about girls actully all he cares about is his grades and fottball oh and basketball) he graduates 1 year before me which is sad hes in tenth grade so ya and he gets straight A's so i'm pretty sure hes gonna graduate when he is suppose too lolz. well i am reading another good book, and i actullly hate to read but when its a good book then i like it. its called "Finding Katie" its a very good book, well i am a little happier now but not much i haven't really talked to anyone anywhere theses last 2 or 3 days so i feel anti-social and i hate being like that so idk. well i think i have typed enough for ppl to read so wtys bye byez!!!!
CutePrincessBaby · Sat Feb 23, 2008 @ 06:33am · 1 Comments |