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-sighs- why can't anything go right................. 0/6 on physics, in class, 6/8 on chem... >.< i could've gotten at least a 7....even pony got 7.5 >.< and well, i'm feeling pretty dead, totally ******** over... hate life, hate myself, pretty much hate everything right now..... a lot of things i didn't know, i figured out today.... -not exactly good- ever get the feeling that you're left out? well welcome to my life... currently in hell... 2 tests, and like 8 assignments due tomorrow... wrist hurts from foosball and tennis... didn't do that great in either... but at least got a few goals in foosball... at the cost of f-ing up my wrist... anyways, life is down, everything is going wrong, i just keep free falling.... i can see the bottom.... and when i hit it, it'll all be over... for good... yes these thoughts are back again... can't do much to stop them... i even have trouble trying to do hw... i need a distraction very badly, but nothing is working... i'm so confused about everything.... nothing seems to make sense.... maybe this is just life... live in hell, then go to hell... i can't exactly say much, cuz that would be wierd, but i don't mind blabbing on here, since nobody ever reads this anyways.... but regardless, its safer not to go into too much detail... who knows, there may be some stalkers somewhere -sighs-

in other news... or somewhat related? -HBD michele- ... though i've only talked to you like twice... =.= o wait, once... cuz u talked to me the other time...lol whatever, HBD