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Words from me. ~To You~
Poems for every one to enjoy... 3 different ones!
Life

In the freedom of life and death, responsibility and obligation, stupidity and arogance. Where do you stand??? Do you abuse your privilage of living and are punished with death??? Do you confuse your life duties as obliagtion, some thing you have to do not some thing you need to do to survive your confused and dazed life??? Do you use your stupidity to confuse others with some thing other than your self developed, very much ignored arogance. These things need to be put into perspective b4 you can complain about the parts of you that suck, your life, your world, your universe. Some things can be changed, some can be forgave, and some can be prevented.

Realization

When you spy with your little eye the little people that live your life, you will realize how you run it, with the hocuspocus for that moment. The magical wind has changed and now blows towards you, a spell as been cast to persuade you to look at your past, and see how you've changed. The pain has contained and rearranged the space in your brain. You now don't believe in a real and full functioning life. Your leaders have you mezmorized. They have you think that Hell on Earth is the way it should be. You've confused and abused your loved ones and not to mention your self. But it's the used ones you except. How do you explain that??? You can't and now you have realized your mishap.

Trivium

As the table spins and the world wins. I lose my self in it. In the sadness, the madness, the tragidies, and the gladness. If you've ever felt lost you'll know what I'm speaking of. As I try to find my self in it all, I find my self begining to fall. Deep into a state where nothing matters and my life begins to fold. I, as well as others, put me into a box. A box that I cannot get out of. I'm white, I'm black, I'm this, I'm that. So much is laid upon my back. I cave in and give up. Not able to find my self. Every time I start this journey, some thing else brings me down. I feel like I'm going to drown. Like a clown, I paint on a happy face, to hide the pain. Just hoping some would rescue me. Because this world is messy.

jadedbutterflybabe
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  • User Comments: [10]
    Ilshenar
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    Mon Jul 25, 2005 @ 05:50pm


    I love it! ^_^

    You make me so jelous, being able to write like that. When I read what you write I want to be good at English. Want to be good enough to bend it to my will, like you do. With a few lines you can explain life, just like that. It's admirable. There's a lot of things in there every angsty teenager should take into consideration before complaining about trivial things as school and their parents, or talking s**t about their friends.

    Thanks for reminding me of looking in your journal, I always forget that kind of stuff and miss a lot of things... can't you put the journals you want to read on a list or something, linking directly to them?

    Oh, and btw, I sent you two PM's a while ago but I noticed you only answered the shorter one? Not enough time?

    (I love how the background and my font colour makes this the Swedish flag >.< wink


    Ice-Eyed Black-Gurl
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    Tue Jul 26, 2005 @ 04:39am


    as i always say gurl. you are extremely deep in your poetry. you a just so good at this. i wish i could describe things the way you do. you make things ten times more interesting, ten times more understandable and a million times more "poetic" than anyone i know can. you;re a genius when it comes to poetry and if i had half ur talent i would so not be in florida right now cuz i would have convinced my mom in some fancy words that i should stay (tis a joke my love^.^) i always love your peotry and i always love how you see and describe the world. you take the words that i didn't now existed out of my mouth and put them together as if thats the way a perfect person would say it. your writeing is a gift form God. don't quit!!! i love you buddy^.^ and like i always say every story, every song, and every stupid phrase is so much cooler and poetic when you tell them^.^


    jadedbutterflybabe
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    Wed Jul 27, 2005 @ 11:32pm


    Ilshenar, I absolutely adore you.

    NE way. Sorry for the jealousy. I didn't mean to... I've been called a deep thinker. I like to think that I can explain how I feel and how others feel easily. And if you didn't know how to explain how you felt I could do it for you. I like to be able to
    do these things in a poem or just in a simple paragraph. Some times all you need is some one to put somethng into a form for you to look at and then comply with. Many more people, like teenagers and young adults need to look at how they live their lives in more than one light and realize how they live and if they don't like it they need to be ready and willing to change it. That...That will make the world a better place.

    In the corner of the page of the journal it shoud have two bubbles that ask if you would like to report the journal or subscribe. pick subscribe, and the list of the ones you are subscribed to are under journal listing.

    Yeah I was short on time. And I have no idea where that pm is now.

    Well I just like it too.


    jadedbutterflybabe
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    Wed Jul 27, 2005 @ 11:50pm


    Chika, I love ya gurl.

    NE way. Thanx I try. I'm not that good. I know some one who is way bettre at things like this than i am. And her name would be Ice. You do good at all of your things. Your poems, your songs, your everything is better than mine. Chika you are very kind but it ish not at all true. I love you my love. I hope you recieve me lettre soon. And quit talking about how awesome my poetry and such is when you and I both know yours is way bettre.


    only the blue
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    Sun Jul 31, 2005 @ 08:34am


    i like em..big words are cool whee


    LadySubaru13
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    Sun Jul 31, 2005 @ 08:44am


    User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show. says, "Trivium is pretty good."


    jadedbutterflybabe
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    Sun Jul 31, 2005 @ 08:47am


    yes they are. they confuse people. but not you only the blue. not you.


    jadedbutterflybabe
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    Sun Jul 31, 2005 @ 08:50am


    Awesome pic. And thanx!


    Gabriel False
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    Wed Aug 03, 2005 @ 07:41pm


    woah! those totally murder my poems.
    biggrin i love 'em!


    jadedbutterflybabe
    Community Member





    Wed Aug 03, 2005 @ 09:49pm


    murder your poems. i totally doubt that. my stuff really isn't that good. but thanx.


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