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I just worked my butt off, cleaning my room, cleaned my bathroom, cleaned the catbox, did the dishes, then loaded it again, and I went to the movies with my family. I didn't evenm try to piss my Step Dad off! The movie part wasn't so bad, but I really wanted to go home. Why you ask? Because I had asked my friend Josh if he wanted to do anything this weekend, and this weekend we were supposed to hang out. But nooooooooo~oooooooooooooo. he had a cousin over, and he said that we could hang out tommorow. I am being selfish, cause, ya of course he has a life outside of me and school, but he said he wasn't doing anything. So my parents said I could do something with him today, as long as I did everything I could do. AND tommorow I have to go to a car show that I don't really want to go to, and I won't really be able to do anything... So now I feel really stupid, cause I went all out cleaning and doing chore things, just so we could hang out. I took my hair out of a bun, and fixed it so it looked nice. I even put on my wannabe skull stomping boots, so I could walk to some place in the snow. So now that I have this out of my system, I am no longer as mad at Josh, but embaresed that I could get all exited over something like hanging out. I'm not even allowed to date, and I still think its a date. Now I shall go and be sad. I just heard the phone ring and I got exited like, Maybe he is calling to say that he can do something. But then my S.D. (Step Dad) called, "It's Me!" He was just making sure his phone worked. My sister is goign to hang out with her ex-girlfriend, and I am usually the person who has some thing to do.So I shall go and throw myself a pity party. Bye my dears. crying
 jazzexchange · Sat Mar 15, 2008 @ 10:04pm · 2 Comments |
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