April 7th 2008
Wow, hehehe. It has been way to long since I wrote last. I don't know about you but getting everything down on paper somehow makes me feel better and straightens everything out for me.
So I haven't written a real entry since the stag party at Terri's house before grad. *sigh* So much has happened between then and now. Well I graduated of course, got my diploma and everything. Dry grad was amazing stayed up all day and all night Courtney won the raffle car. (lucky her) Spent the whole night dancing, laughing, eating and having the time of my life. Then it was all over. I moved out of my parents house and into town. I worked at a Dry cleaners for about three and a half months before the manager fired me for asking for some time off. I also tried going to college but that didn't work out like I thought it would. I only took two classes but it was really hard. I never had to have a job and go to school at the same time before. *sigh*
My grandfather died in June, he was so sick, he had been sick for a very long time. I hated seeing him like that rotting away to nothing in a hospital bed. He had dementia a horrible horrible condition that targets the brain. 75 is to young to die these days, I loved that man so much and I miss him every single day.
Well they say that bad things come in threes. They do, the same week my grandpa pasted, my horse tried to jump a barbed wire fence and did not make it, and one of my oldest friends hung himself in his parents garage. I am not putting all of this down to earn the sympathy of the masses but just to get my thoughts out there.
On a higher note I had my 19th birthday which was a big shindig. My sister put together a surprise birthday party. All my friends were there. And I got a lap dance (thank you Bryce and Terri. -.-') There were jello shooters and a very interesting cake. But we all had a blast.
I now have a job at the local mall, at the card store. I love it there all of my co-workers are so nice and working with other people doesn't scare me like it used to. I have also been saving my money to go to Anime Evolution in the Summer. I have my costume all together and I am so excited.
I think thats about it, its just a summary I most probably missed some things.
There is no emotion, there is peace.
There is no ignorance, there is knowledge.
There is no passion, there is serenity.
There is no chaos, there is harmony.
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