I guess the word got out that 1) I cheated on curly with white then broke up with her and 2) I was the cause of Ghost and Jup's now rocky relationship since I convince the poor lass to break up with him then beg to return to his arms. On top of that I pissed Kanna off by making a little comic about the time she first met me (she thought I was an Admin.) Anyways I guess you could say I was sitting in pretty dirty water and I knew this.
"Hey. Got something on your mind?" The demonic bunny asked sitting at the bar watching me as I stared out the rain soaked window. "When I had my thing with Katsu everyone seemed to care about my well being but now that I'm not in harms way it seems everyone wishes I would have died." I stated facing Jup, she gave me a pitiful look. "Can you blame them?" And the truth was, I couldn't.
My attention drew to a corner of the room as I felt curly's suddenly appear. There she stood as beautiful as ever but something about her was different, she wasn't wearing my locket I had gave her. The necklace was a gift for her on valentine's day with a headshot of me and the saying "Love Always" the same thing I wrote in my goodbye letter to her when I was planning to stare death in the face. Now that that was over and we had broken up she seemed distance but this was the first time, in a long time that I saw her not wearing the jewlery.
"I see theres no room for my locket around your neck? Or is it that it just doesn't match?" I said approaching her unsure of my actions at the time. "Honestly i've just been changing soo much that i forgot to put it back on...." She responded keeping her eyes off mine. "You expect me to believe that?" My eyes melted into curly waiting for the truth. "Yeah..." her eyes didn't leave the floor.
"Try again."
"Do you want it back or somthing!?"
"Do you want to give it back?"
"I asked the question first..."
Right then I decided to change the direction of our little game. ""What I want is to see you turn red." I took a step closer to her and she hesitently took a step back. Seeing this made me feel horrible and I gave up. Sighing I turned and left towards my office. "Hawk..." I heard the low tone escape her lips. I was going to pretend I didn't hear anything and continue to my office but my curiosity got the best of me and I stopped. "Yes?" I heard slow steps as she crept closer in my direction. "I.. don't understand." I smiled oddly and turned to face her. "Forget it, keep the necklace, I was just messing with ya." I nodded and began the journey back to my office when she stopped me again. "Wait!" Before I could turn my self around I felt her arms on my shoulder as she spun me to face her then she planted me with a kiss. Right then I knew what I was doing was wrong and I quickly pulled her off of me. "I'm sorry." I quickly said. "I should never had confronted you... I like you but I also like some other people and until I get my stuff figured out I shouldn't be doing anything with anybody." I looked at her for approval and she looked away. "I understand." she whispered and left as I went back to my office. I knew she didn't really understand and niether did I but I knew I needed to figure out who I wanted to be with before I hurted anyone else.
 Hawk the hunter · Thu Apr 24, 2008 @ 10:14pm · 6 Comments |
