Ever get that feeling that nothing can be done? That no matter what you do you cant ever get someone to feel better. And in the back of your mind you feel as if somethings eating you from the inside out? I never felt so useless in my life. To a point where the girl I love is going though too much I can understand her in so many ways.... But I cant understand why she feels the she does.... I love her so much.... Shes my soulmate I cant deny it.... I love her...But I cant help but feel useless everytime shes hurt... I try to help her... But all she ever wants is alone time to think I want to help and even butt in at times... But am scared of what she'd think... I love her so much.... And to think that everything that I every wanted to do is falling apart. I wish she was more open to me and everything that happens in my life. Sometimes I wonder am I even a big part of her life? Its not a big deal now... But who knows? Nobody I hate waiting to find any answer Its not the wait that kills me... Its the thing at the end of the wait....
Arch_Fade · Sun Apr 27, 2008 @ 03:25am · 0 Comments |