Obviously I don't care much about my journal.
I am leaving to go to Miami tomorrow. honestly, I'm dreading it. While I do get to see my mother and get off my little rock of an island, I'm nervous anyway. I really don't want to leave my husband behind. I also have this innate phobia of staying with my mother. This never works out well. My mom and I get along great, we just cannot live together. I really don't want to stay with her, but she was insistent on it. I have the money for a hotel but she said no. My mom is a great friend, she just is not exactly the best mom. She constantly tells me what to do and I have not lived at home for 8... almost 9 years. I live four thousand miles away and somehow she still tries to tell me and my husband what we need to do to "fix" things. Yeah, cause her life turned out great. I don't need her lessons on life, I only need to learn from all the horrendous mistakes she has made. She obviously hasn't. She's still running. I am not feeling well about this weekend.
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