So I told Belien that I didn't feel the same way about him, and he said that was okay and he wouldn't try anything around me... which I'm grateful for, but he's still jealous as ever and I wonder what would happen if I told him I had a crush on Matt...
It's kinda sad, but in a way, I wish I could have drove him away. He still doesn't get the fact that I am a horrible human and one undeserving of love. Anyways, it doesn;t matter and I said what I said to rid myself of him.
Out.
~Ren.
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