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I am...
-Great Self Concept with low self esteem
-Respectful with not so much self-respect
-Angry at home
-Happy amongst associates
-Recessive but known as a leader
-Dominant with my decisions, yet not in control at all
-Locked in a comfortable box
-Forgetful yet nostalgic
-depressed but you can still make me laugh
-expressive but I don't want to tell you how I feel
-soft spoken while I'm screaming on the inside
-lost in the ocean of "What ifs" and I can't see the shore
-doubtful of everyone, especially that person I see in the mirror each morning
-in love with love but can't pour all of myself into one person
-that person that says "Bless you" when you sneeze and also the one that says "Excuse you" when you're getting in my way
-spiritually drained because I want more and can't get it without breaking my own morals
-a law abiding citizen that J-Walks every blue moon
-a complainer but I can't tell you when something is truly wrong with everything
-a ticking time bomb that only knows how to implode
-the unexpected slight shower on a hot day, comforting
-my worst enemy
-in love with music that never quite fits me
-a daydreamer
-that one person that is afraid of living in the now
-not the name my mother gave me at birth, but the decisions I make
-brown but people call me white
-a lot of things but easy to understand, NEVER