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Is there even such a thing as a love story anymore? I feel like I've been watching a 7-year-long one, and that Bobby and Alex will never get together like what usually happens in the end of a romantic movie. I also hate romantic movies. But I would like to see this one. Maybe if there was a CI movie, things would work out...It's just so frustrating when you know that two people are meant to be together, yet they're not. Maybe that's why I don't watch soap operas anymore. Why do I even care about this? Why am I crying right now? I know the only way to make a story end the way you want it is to write it yourself. So why couldn't I have written this story? Why have my stories come to mean so little now? I used to have such confidence...where did it all go?
I can't do this right now. I have pies to bake, things to cook, appearances to keep up. I can't go out crying right now. Why does it even matter? Maybe I am crazy after all.

I found the perfect Bobby/Alex video on youtube:
Goren & Eames: Love for Each Other
Maybe this is what made the crying start...It's so beautiful...