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You keep asking for my faith. You're not begging but you should be. You've lost my trust. It didn't take a large incident but I knew I could no longer depend on you for any kind of support. Maybe privacy but that's maybe. You're my enemy? No! But I'm losing touch with you old friend. I recall days when all there'd be was you and I. Now I see you only when you're gonna get in trouble for not being here...I can honestly I feel like a rebound.
Since nothing is forever. I feel as if everything is temporary...No matter how great it seems, it's all temporary. Smiles, laughs, the meanings behind your words...It's all temporary. I get caught up in the happiness only to have truest companion, sorrow, at my side in the end.
Everything seems to find an end.
Tell me you'll be here forever and I may believe. That is the hope within me. The hope that one day, someone will clear this theory paradigm of mine.
I hate goodbyes. It's like pushing them out of your life unwillingly.
I hate being alone. I don't enjoy being bossed around. I lastly don't take pleasure in mistreatment.
But all you hear is "Blahhh blahhh..I am only bitchin' because you see me as the rest of them. You think I feel what they do. My heart doesn't race to their pulse. MY experiences are different from theirs. I dance to my own beat thank you.
I'm not talking. I' M EXPRESSING MYSELF TO YOU!
Keep it up and you'll be the first time I wanted something temporary.