why is it that i feel like my friends in real life don't care about me... i don't know, but sometimes it just kinda feels like that... my one friend always asks me why i'm on gaia basically all day, and i'm sick and tired of asnwering that question... it seems to me like i have better friends online then i do in real life sometimes... i don't know why... i have many friends on gaia, but my friends who play don't really get friends, they just run around trying to make gold, and following me around through my friends. they always say i'm so rich, and i should give them things, but the only reason why i'm rich is because i've poured myself into this site, made friends... worked me a** off... i really need to think about things i just feel depressed lately... it's like even if i seem happy online, i'm probably just trying to cover up my sadness, which is very easy with letters on a screen.... people always say 'i'm sorry' which isn't a bad thing, but sometimes i just hear it over and over again.... i need something.... but i don't know what it is....
Arancia · Fri Aug 19, 2005 @ 07:04am · 3 Comments |