I often wonder.
What would happen if I was gone?
Would anyone even notice?
Just.. all -Poof-.
Would anyone go "Where's Rylee?"
No, I don't need a counsellor, a therapist or a doctor.
No, I'm not gonna kill myself.
Yes, It is a cry for attention, companionship and a hug.
And Yes, I feel like that pile of s**t on the ******** sidewalk.
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Ever had the feeling that you don't want to do ANYTHING?
Like. nothing.
You don't even want to sit, stand or lie down?
There's absolutely no physical position that is comfortable,
and nothing that you can think about that would 'cheer' you up or make you want to do something?
That's me.
no motivation to do anything at all.
Why?
Because that's how absolutely and utterly bored I am.
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I need you.
But...
i'm totally useless.
totally ugly.
totally complainy and unhappy.
He's closer, anyway. He's right there infront of you, or next to you.
I'm sure he's much better looking then I am.
Probably alot less full of complaints.
Probably likes more of the same things you do.
You can call him and he'll be there within 15 minutes.
Call me, and I'm in your heart or imagination.
I can't be there.
What would happen if I was gone?
Would anyone even notice?
Just.. all -Poof-.
Would anyone go "Where's Rylee?"
No, I don't need a counsellor, a therapist or a doctor.
No, I'm not gonna kill myself.
Yes, It is a cry for attention, companionship and a hug.
And Yes, I feel like that pile of s**t on the ******** sidewalk.
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Ever had the feeling that you don't want to do ANYTHING?
Like. nothing.
You don't even want to sit, stand or lie down?
There's absolutely no physical position that is comfortable,
and nothing that you can think about that would 'cheer' you up or make you want to do something?
That's me.
no motivation to do anything at all.
Why?
Because that's how absolutely and utterly bored I am.
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I need you.
But...
i'm totally useless.
totally ugly.
totally complainy and unhappy.
He's closer, anyway. He's right there infront of you, or next to you.
I'm sure he's much better looking then I am.
Probably alot less full of complaints.
Probably likes more of the same things you do.
You can call him and he'll be there within 15 minutes.
Call me, and I'm in your heart or imagination.
I can't be there.
HARHAR. [/super emo moment]
FENK YEW FUR LISSENING.
FENK YEW FUR LISSENING.
