Trust....
Remember when you were little, and trust came so easily? But as you got older then you learned to be more cautious. Well apparently I wanted to be trustful of people again... And I chose the wrong person to even THINK i could trust. College was supposed to be a good experience for me, it was the one place I could make a fresh start and not have people know about my past. Those really close people have known about it since my freshman year through letters. *Ahem you know who you are* Anyways. Now its getting spread through school when peple get pissed at me? No ******** that. It aint cool and it results in me being called a slut, which i wanted to get away from and most certainly am not. -Looks around- Those who think im a slut, please raise hand. I mean honestly, I know better than anyone that when your pissed you want to get back at the person who pissed you off, but not even in my most insane moment would i blab something told to me in confidence... unless it pertains to being in love with a kitty. Anyways, im off to try to de-steam now. It would really be great to talk to someone who lives about an hour to an hour and a half from me because he said he would be there if i needed to talk to him.
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