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	Emo Ninja An emo's blog.
	Emo Ninja An emo's blog.

	Yeah...Emo Year is forever for me....
	Yeah...Emo Year is forever for me....


Well if you've read my journal you've seen the entry about 'Emo Year'. Well, I've officially gone emo. It started on like the 1st of January when I realized how lonely I actually was and how bad life seemed at the moment. Sure it wasn't Africa life bad, but it was still bad. I started looking down at myself because my parents kept on telling me negative things about myself and on the 1st of January they all gathered and hit me like a train. I wanted to throw my life away because I felt like crap because of what my parents said and past incidents. I could only think about things in a more depressing way, even though I could crack jokes and be funny. Now I'm here in Texas, far from Germany where I had such a big 'family'. If you haven't read my profile yet, I consider my friends my family seeing as how mine doesn't even seem like one anymore. One of my best friends if going through one of the hardest times in her life (Don't ask questions) and I can comfort her in any way. My cousins are making me feel more and more insane by the day because they're only 10 and 8. I need teenage interaction before my head implodes and I stop acting my age. I'm laughing as fart jokes again for god's sake!!! If I don't get to a High School or to Germany (PLEASE GERMANY!) soon I'll end up acting my shoe size (12). I keep on thinking that life is going no where for me, but some thing in my mind keeps on telling me to not do any thing stupid and be patient. I think that might be my conscious' words. Please don't nag at me about how I have it so much better compared to most people. Right now my heart and mind is in one of the worsts places ever and I don't want people making me feeling like more crap because I don't have it bad and people are getting all up-idty about it. HACKED Xx Kohma xX · Fri Jul 25, 2008 @ 06:30am · 0 Comments


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