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Well, day after day of bad days, is really getting to me. Those who don't know, I've been extremely depressed lately. Mainly due to lack of replies and acceptances to jobs. Also, due to several other things.

Today, my parents called here. From the sounds of it, my wireless router is dead. So when I do get home tomorrow, I may not be online for a while. Yes, not a big deal to some, but online is my life. All my friends are online friends. My life is online, which is bad, I know, but without friends offline and no car or places to meet new people, like clubs or anything nearby, nothing I can do.

Due to all this stuff going on, things are really getting to me. Things that don't matter, like other people's opinions on things I like. If anyone saw my flash hatred thread on here, then you'd know one of them.

I don't know what to do or who to talk to about any of this. I'm even uncomfortable making this entry and normally would deny everything and go about pretending to be just "ok" and not express how I really am. Lately, it's been obvious in some posts though, so I hope that those who read this entry possibly start to understand.

I'm fed up with everything and don't know how much more I can take of this.

Also, I'm not very likely to go into this any further, so you can ask, but I don't want to go into it with anyone right now.

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