i lost another petal of my rose that leads to my soul then to me heart where this guy helped me out wit everythin and i tried to help him too. today i feel like i wanna comit suicide and end this terrible life of misery where i can be happy in heaven. i lost everthin ppl.... my BF ain't talking to me .. my family ain't helping me out wit stuff... part of my family is broke... and everyone i once loved left me with no trace. and then now... TonyPanda.. he kinda like.. gave up in love and life. and dood i'm crying till i drown to death ... crying ... oh gosh i can't think i can go on but i'll try...each tear shows love ... each laughter is happiness... each smile is heaven ... each friendship is life... and yet tony and me r in a chain of friendship but it's more like life and that friendship will break and my life will be broken.. my rose will die in no peace.. and no one to be with me. tony if u r reading this i just wanna say i love u ok? as a bro .. as family... as friendship... as an angel who came and watched over me.. and yet i still do ... my tears r falling ... over u .. i just don't want u to leave me dood ... i just can't let u go. dood u said u won't do it ... u won't leave me remember that! u wanna see u alive not like a gaurdain angel. u promised me that u will be there dood .... and looks what happening ... i feel like i'm just a worthless kid with no one to be with. plz come back man. please
well bye... my tears r fogging up my eyes and i can't take it no more .... crying
 TickleMeXoey · Mon Jul 28, 2008 @ 11:06am · 1 Comments |
