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I've finally hit it. The thing i thought i had hit along time ago, but now i know it. I've hit rock bottom: the lowest of the lows, all the way down, the end of the vertical descent, rock bottom. Once you've hit rock bottom, or so they say, there's nowhere to go but up. No that's not true. You can go lower. You just keep falling as if there's no rock bottom or even bottom at all. You keep falling until you grow your wings or realize you can grab on to the ledges on the sides of the wall and slowly begin to climb up the hole. You can see the light at the top but its not so easy to reach. But it grows as you get closer and you know you'll eventually reach the top and breath fresh air again. Infact thats what probably keeps you going: the thought of freedom. Maybe its something i'll never have... because i've lost it, but i know i'll find it again. I've just got to keep moving and watch as the light grows until i can finally breath the fresh air again. Until then I'll keep on moving. xd