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Bitter Virgin
LOCATION:My Batcave (my room)
MOOD:touched
MUSIC:Stories - Trapt

I read the manga "Bitter Virgin" last night (and this morning), and I finished it.
For some reason, when the sister's bay was stillborn, I reached to my face realized I was crying silent tears.
Now, it's not very often that I cry, crying is a sign of weakness, but I just couldn't help it.

This is a copy of the email I sent Sabrina about it (WHILE I was crying):
"I'm crying.
I'm crying.
The manga "Bitter Virgin" made me cry.
I can't believe.... that after all that... her baby was stillborn...
She wanted... so badly... for it to be born... and... and the cord.. it wrapped around it's neck.. and...
that's horrible.
it's just so horrible.


I can't believe I'm crying over something so stupid.
It's just a manga.

I'm still crying.
I've been crying for 10 straight minutes.
Who woulda thought that I, Kimber, would have a single caring motherly gene in her body?

There are so many people out there who DON'T WANT their children, then one person does... and she doesn't even...
GOD I'm crying again.

sad
does this make me a sissy?"

Yeaaaaaahhhh... it was a very touching heartfelt moment.
Then, my mom forced me to sleep so I could get used to the school sleep patterns for next week. But I couldn't sleep so I did 100 curl-ups and listened to music!
THEN I fell asleep.

Anyways, I'm hungry so...

BYE-BEE!




 
 
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