I feel so cold in my room right now. I've been hear all day yesterday. I felt so alone. Everyone was gone. I was just alone in my room writing music. I wrote 2. One was a remake of and old song I wrote called "I don't love you". Not it's "You let me go".
You Let Me Go I was down on my luck pain in my heart tears in my eyes it's falling apart
And you don't care no one does I'm alone no one loves
[chorus] You let me go I don't know Why I love you Why
Now I'm tied by strings And choked by knots Take away all these thoughts To make me forget you
I don't know why But I try Letting go of you with all my might
[Chorus] I love you
I wrote another song called "I'm lonely". This song I wrote from scratch yesterday. I was crying because of this situation that I'm in with someone. I'm pretty much dedicating it to them.
I'm lonely Maybe you'll stay a little longer And tell me how our lives will be Cause I'm lost without you Why can't you see
That I'm lonely I am lonely
How I'm upset all the time Waiting here tonight How I'm upside down and all around for you Why can't you see into my eyes I'm miss you, Alright...
I'm lonely I'm lonely I'm lonely I'm lonely
Why can't you see I want you here with me Tonight, I'm alone And nobody's home
I'm lonely, without you
I'm lonely I'm lonely I'm lonely I'm lonely I'm lonely Without you.
I wrote this other song the day before yesterday. I love writing song because they make me feel a lot better. I feel like I'm in my own little world and I can do anything; until I get back to the real world. Everything is crap here. Why?
Why is it that no one understands me? Why do I have to cry about every little thing? Why am I always upset? Why can't I be happy?
I can't wait until I get out of this stage called "Depression". The sooner I'm out, the better. I'm tired of this bull s**t.
Mari Lambo · Sun Sep 28, 2008 @ 07:07pm · 0 Comments |