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my answer...
i'm sick of this, my head is spinning, i'm so confused. was my choice really the best? why do i feel so empty? am i over looking something? i've never asked for help... maybe i should. maybe everything i've lived was a lie. every word spoken to me never true. i never should have listen to him,... i never should of lied. these feelings.. there just illusions. their not there- not anymore... then why do my feet walk closer to him? what is it... pity? i know i dont love him anymore. rite? rite?? if it is true then why am i inches away from his face? why am i kissing him? why do i want him closer to me, to hold me and never let go? this cant be love.. i wont believe it... i hate him.. i hate everything about him... how he treats me, how he ignores me... how he worries... whats going on... i dont know anymore.. its all his fault!! if i never would of met him i would of never never been so confused. never drown in my own emotions... why is he doing this? does he like torturing me? watching me walk aimlessly unsure where to go?... stop saying those words!!! i know its not true!!! just stop! it hurts!!.. just leave.. go to her... she needs you anyway... as for me? well, there's someone else for me... and i know he'll never let me go... unlike you.. so there thats my answer... good-bye...
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