Since discovering Gaia I wasn't very social. Now I feel all the friends I have made have helped me come out of my shell in a way. Most of the relationships aren't merely friendships and some have gotten close to my heart. One relationship in particular is the deepest of all of them and it drives me crazy. Between the irrational jealousy I feel to the heartbreaking tenderness, I have been on an emotional roller coaster for a few months. Clearly I have to trim the fat and realize when something is never going to be what I want. More importantly want I DESERVE. I have to take things slowly make more friends and, uh, control my hormones. rofl I will do that. I should also try not to spend much time on the internet, but all my friends in real life suck. rolleyes
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Life In Transition
There is this optimistic, bubbly, happy, beautiful, and successful person buried deep inside me. However the current seemingly endless string obstacles that come at me force me to be this shattered shell of a human. I pick up the pieces as much as I
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