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They were telling me to look all pretty and be flirty around him but I didn't. You know, it's just not me. And I really like him and I started to look pretty for him, like straightening my hair (not that he was around much when I was). But it turns out he just got into a relationship. I absolutely hate myself and I feel like crap and I'm all shaky and everything. Never got this way before. It's pitiful.
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