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Numb and Angered

Why is that life never cuts you a break? Why is it when you finally iron out the kinks and get everything back on track, something always dives in and ruins everything? Why must you watch the person you love the most die and then realize that you cannot do a damn thing about it? You try so hard and yet life just slips through your fingers. Death casts its shadow and no matter where you run, the shadow hits you. What words can you offer the ones who lost someone close to them? I am sorry for your loss doesn't mean a thing, it just gives a false comfort and the people who say I am sorry for your loss get the warm fuzzy feeling that they have said their bit and they can continue with their lives not stopping to help the one who is hurting and left riddled with pain.

With great power comes great responsibility. That makes me laugh. With great power comes suffering. You can watch the one you love die in your arms and what does that power do for you? Jack squat. Nothing ever seems to go right when you possess such power. Death replaces life and the next thing you know you are sitting alone with no one there to comfort you. You watch the one who loved the person, who died, the most and you watch them follow quickly to Death's Door. They throw everything else aside and don't give a damn about how much they are hurting their children and their family. Why do they shun those who are still here and why do they just abandon us. They leave us in pain and in suffering and they don't give a damn.