.. Sure does. I don't really want to catch up with everything that's happened. One thing's certain, it was nothing positive.
Will stuff change? Sometimes it feels like it never will. Sometimes I'm more optimistic, but those times are rare.
Main thing is, I'm trying to deal, and I'm trying to heal. Really hard. And I've discovered I've got a pathetic little group of people to fall back on in time of need. My own fault, mainly. All those that care enough can't do anything cause they live too far away.
I'm not using my journal as a mood-indicator anymore, nor a health one. If you're interested in either, just ask. Here comes to events, paintings, anything I can think of that's not a depression~ Or I'll try, at least. lol
hippogrifff · Sun Nov 02, 2008 @ 11:00pm · 0 Comments |