Hey everyody.....today is november 5, 2008 and I feel sick to the stomache. You wanna know why? I like this person. But every time I talk to him....it's like I feel like my stomache is going to exploade any minute. I dunno why. It's just weird. I have real affection for this guy but I also like this other guy, too. I feel so weird having to decide witch person I like. I already decided last night. It was the first guy. But now, he....is kinda acting weird. So I might change to the next guy. But I feel weird and my stomache hurts because I really like the first guy and I have liked him for a year, and before I liked him, I liked the second guy. And now I don't like the second guy, but the first guy, and now I don't like any of them now and I can't decide witch one to like till I find someone else. It's a really strange time for me right now. I can't decide witch one!!! I really have to think this over. But I can't. I don't know why but I can't. I asked my best friend but she says that I should decide myself and I tryed but this guy isn't working out and I don't know if I should change to the second guy. I really like both of them, though, and have a great affection for them both but neither of them is really the one for me. The second guy is really funny and is nice but he sometimes is really weird and doesn't hear what I say or he is just not listening. The first guy is really cool and is really nice and cute looking but sometimes he aggravates me and irritates me and makes fun of me sometimes. We also get in to alot of fights over nothing. They are both really nice but I can't choose. Maybe I should choose neither of them. But I can't choose neither of them because they are the only ones that I like more then a friend in my class. I guess I have to wait till he right guy comes along and actually likes me BACK.
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