Am I a good person? Hard to say.
I'm totally guilty of having my undeserved sense of pride, and being arrogant when I shouldn't be, and can come off pretty darn rude whether I mean to or not at times. And i'm crippled with laziness much of the time. I tend to not be very reliable... Sometimes it's not my fault - I have a crazy life and can't handle some things, end up betraying promises. But other times i'm totally guilty of just letting it go and not being there. u_u In a lot of ways i'm a coward, there's alot of things I don't want to face. I like thinking i'm smarter than I am, like most people tend to do. I'm pretty stupid though.
But, I can and do admit when i'm wrong. I do like trying to be nice and friendly! I give anyone a shot when I first meet them. And have no problem being overly generous, even when I don't have much for myself. x_x Whenever I do see something that needs doing, i'll go all out and work hard to see that it's done. And I try to be absolutely honest at all times in real life. There are some things I rather hide online, though. o____o' I don't lie about them, I just don't talk about them. I like to think i'm one of the most trustworthy people. 8D I don't have it in me to betray somebody I like for any reason. And i'm stubborn as a mule on that.
So I dunno if i'm a good person... Because of all my faults, i'm -insanely- forgiving of people, even if they hurt me alot. And as corny as it sounds - unless i'm given VERY good reason to think otherwise, I have love for everybody I meet, even if it's unrequited. And can find good reason to see beauty in them, and like to tell them what I see. Fun part of being an artist?
In the end. I'm leaning toward... bad person. How 'bout you? - ※ -
edaaz · Wed Dec 10, 2008 @ 01:36am · 1 Comments |