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My research on emotions/ pics/poems/ ect.
I am a human......not really I am a girl.........again not really. I am young......again again not really. I am way out of my bonds and living proudly, stranger than most, happier than most.
Christmas Plea

I can hear the bells ring ringing, I hear them all the time around this season. I love it!


I can see all the lights around dancing! I can feel the love we share within my heart, don't go away. Please stay forever never leave me Christmas time. I love the way we all feel that day. But why can't it last.

I can smell the ginger gingerbread baking, I love the smell it drowns my senses. And I love love love it!

I feel the sounds of every heart beat joyfully! I can sense the birth arriving any day now. Please come soon and stay. With me I pray this day to always last. Why can't it!

Every year it's only one day of happiness like this. Why can't we be like this forever. I hate this!

I want to feel this things forever. Stay here in this cozy state of safe tranquility. I don't see why it has to leave us in the dark. I just want it to last forever!

This one special day we have keeps us warm for how long? Only a sort few days. Even if it's just for selfish reasons I want it to stay. For just a little longer. Why can't it!

For this day it seems so great but sort. I love but hate it so. I want it to stay so much longer! Please bring me this one little tiny small small small wish! Please bring it every year a bit longer it might be. Why can it stay. Why can't it. Why can't. Why? Why? Why?

I guess it's not happening, at least I tried. For now I will take what I can get and like it! I will keep my Christmas plea, and save it for next year.