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Perhaps it isn't that I don't have future like I was fearing, but rather that I'm not suppose to see it yet. I am not suppose to know at this point in time, so it is blocked from me.

I couldn't see today, I can't see next month. Something might be wrong somewhere, maybe.. I do not like not having an idea of what is to come.

My mind works oddly, I guess. I can usually see a scenario somewhere in the future, I guess a premonition.. But not quite, I think. It's just far off and I will just know of it, it is accepted as it is.

But there are other times when I see something happening and can change it. Like I know if I do something it will trigger what I just saw in my mind happen, so I don't do it.

I'm not sure I get I deja vu's anymore.. It is usually the previous thing I mentioned above that happens most. But when I do get 'em, I want to change them, which might be why I get the one above now.

I dreamed something before it happened last month... x3