She’s just a girl
She’s worthless
She’s a nobody
She has no family
She has nothing
So what shall we do?
What will we do with it?
Those are the words.
The words I have been hearing
Since my arrival
They always ask
About my past
And I am sincere,
I know nothing
The words they speak
Most are true
I have nothing
I am a nobody
But they are wrong
I am not an it
I am a girl
I have a life
I have a will
And I will
Let the world know
The dark girl
That’s what they call me
Now the dark girl is worthless
Now the dark girl is nothing
I’m getting used to hearing
About the nothing I am
I am a girl
I’m dressed in dark
Though my hair
Is a metallic silver
Though my eyes
Are a blazing green
They cannot silence
The screams that escape
In the dead of night
While they may wonder
I am sure
These screams
Have escaped from my past
I am covered in bruises
I am covered in scars
This brutal world,
I cannot bear
Wanting to get out
Wanting to run
Kick my shoes off
The sand between my feet
But I cannot
My marriage is today
I told them I refuse
But that brings pain
Everything seems wrong
I want to rip up the world
Tear it to shreds
This is not my will
I must endure
Endure the pain
Endure the sadness
The sorrow and screams
Come more frequently
I am tired
I am weak
I am sorry
I have tried to run
But it brings badness
But it brings shackles
The shackles around my feet
The shackles around my hands
They hold me down
Banging their mockery
Clanking their laughs
Something inside
Something breaks
Run run run
Run run run
It urges me on
Like a whisper
It comes in steady beats
Like a baby’s heart
Beating for the first week
Of new life
I cry
I ache
My wrists
My ankles
Are just big bruises
It hurts to move
It hearts to breath
There are scars everywhere
on my back
on my neck
on my face and hands
I close my eyes
I invison my world
Parties everywhere
Happy people
Talking, playing
Children laughing
Babies cooing
Reaching for the stars
Teens in love
Holding hands in the park
All these I imagine
It hurts to think
Of all these things
The things I may have done
But cannot remember
I am shaking,
The cold nips at my bones
I pull the cloak around me
But it did little to keep me warm
My skin was cold to touch
My bare feet tough
Against the rocks
Against the snow
Kind of like my heart
Was tough against ache
I touched a wilted rose
The petals coming off in my hand
I don’t know why I did
But I put them in my pocket
Trying to remember
Why they meant so much
-Dark girl- 
A poem i made, i dont know if im going to make an ending to it in anotehr poem or not ~.~
stay tuned into my diary! errr.... journal
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 awesomecacy · Sun Jan 04, 2009 @ 01:35am · 0 Comments |
