New Day
Sitting in the darkness
Silence closing in
Never feeling more alive
Than the brink of suicide.
Pain is building in me
Only my skin will show
How close I've really come
To just letting go.
I hate the world around me
And it hates me in return
All the broken promises
Forever in my skin
Remaining as reminders
Of love theres never been
I pick my self up off the floor
Just to start over again
And fear is always lurking
Forcing me inside
I can not show this weakness
And now I'm trapped up in a lie
With nowhere left to hide
I'm searching for that one
Who will clasp their hand in mine
I must search the world
And everything around me
For whoever that will be
But until I find that person...
I sit here in the darkness
Silence all around me
A single tear down my cheek
I must lay this razor down
Before I cut too deep.
And I hate the world around me
And it hates me in return,
But tomorrow is a new day
A chance to turn the page
And with that single tear
I have given into fear,
But tomorrow is a new day
And I'll chase those fears away
I'm praying for a new day
A chance to be alive
And maybe on this new day
I'll teach my self to thrive.
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College graduate and Advanced Emergency Medical Technician.
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