Aftermath
I cringe when I feel your skin on mine
I hold in my tears when you’re lying next to me
Every time we touch I relive and remember
What horrors he inflicted on me
I don’t mean to make this hard for you
But I’m at a loss for what to do
I wish I didn’t feel this way
Its not something I’d choose, to share this burden with you
But I have no choice, the pain inflicted on me
Pain so, so very hard to bear
Only you whisper a word of care
My burden you wish to share
I can’t think only stare
At the reflection in your eyes
And the fear in mine so strong, so bright
Just holding your hand
Creates fear to light up the night
I’m so sorry that I feel this way
I don’t know how to change
I’m sorry that I’m hurting you
But I’m hurting the same
I don’t want you to feel like I don’t love you
My past warns caution
And that’s what I’ll do
I’m sorry but I can’t go on loving you
Here I am,
In this aftermath
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College graduate and Advanced Emergency Medical Technician.
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