Ok, a hell of a lot's changed. I have a new guy. I know you guys won't understand, but I completely hate this guy I love. I'm not happy. I will never be happy. I'm weird and I'm a troublemaker and my life is crappy but I plaster a smile on my face and apparently I'm a good actress because people tell they respect the way I'm so lighthearted. Idiots. I thought I could pretend life was perfect in this journal but why would I even bother lying? People who read this are my friends. Thanks guys, believe it or not, half of you are way better then my real friends. Live, laugh, love. Love. Believe I'd be in the ground with slit wrists if I thought I wouldn't fall in love. Oh. My. God. I sounded really emo. I AM NOT EMO. Bye.
· Sat Jan 17, 2009 @ 04:43am · 2 Comments