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Here I am again in the pour rain....
Why?
Why do I even come here?
Standing over a grave stone.
Not just any grave.
His grave.

The one who found me in the dark.
The one who was slowly healing my wounds.
On my once bleeding heart,
When I thought I found it
What I really been searching for.

I was wrong....
I tried my best to be good,
I tried my best to be perfect,
But in the end I was too perfect.
Which made him leave me alone in the dark again.

Didn't I showed how much he means to me?
Didn't I showed how much he makes me happy?
Didn't I showed how much I love him?
Didn't I tried to make him happy?
Yes I did....

But why....?
Why can't I be happy for the rest of my life.....
Did I angered God in a way?
To curse me with all this suffering pain,
I must feel forever in my heart?

If I am cursed for the rest of my life.
Then I will never fall in love with anyone.
I lost the only one I ever turley loved in my life.
And I shall wait for him again and this time
I will fight back just to be with him.