Today its is four months my love.. you are the best thing to ever happen to me and i thank god every day for you.. I LOVE YOU ANDREW RAYMOND TARANTULA( the letter i've been writing for awhile)
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of being and ideal grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for right.
I love thee purely, as they turn from praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints. I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life; and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.
Andrew,
As I write this today is three months and 2 weeks, and I can’t stop thinking about you, pretty soon well hit four months and then sooner than that a year, and so on. Yes we have had our good times and our bad times but all those times I love, because I’m with you.
So I’m thinking back to that day we first kissed, and how magical it felt, like fireworks where going off. It was absolutely perfect nothing could ruin it (that moment what so ever). Now the days I laid eyes on you is a day I can never forget, goodness I was so upset that day, like I had a rain cloud over my head, and through the doors near the theater you walk in like the sun, and bam those clouds went. As we spoke that day I felt for the first time of my life at ease, safe and unafraid. I also never laughed so hard =]. Then the months after that we spent before (I won’t mention) where just perfect like that first day, I felt safe with you and like I was worth something.
Then when September came, and I first laid eyes on you again I felt my heart stop, just to have your blues green eyes look into my brown, made it feel like time had stopped and the only people in that moment were you and me. Then when we stood after school that half of day and you kissed me, I melted... god how I longed for your kiss. The fireworks went off once again and I knew for sure that I had to be with you. I still smile when I think back to how we asked each other out.. haha we really never did; but I don’t care cause from that moment on it was the start of all the happiness in the world, and just the perfect relationship
So four months is coming up and as I write this we just got over another one of fights, I love how strong we are baby its like nothing can break us apart. You mean the world to me, and I never ever want anything to ruin what we have.
As I write this part my love you are sleeping, and may I say you look peaceful today is Friday, and its like 12:30. You look so angelic.. I wish that you never last but alas you did. Laying in your arms was perfect, I had the best sleep of my life, I never wanted to leave your arms. Im smiling as I write this because im so happy that your finally mine. Also cause im thinking about what you whispered to me..when you were telling that story about a couple who will live happily ever after, and get married on oct 8 2014. Such a sweet and happy romance they share to.. Im slowly drifting off to sleep now.. I will end this love note here. Two more days my love and then four months.
I LOVE YOU ANDREW<3
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"I don't want you to go, I'll eat you up, I love you so."
-Where The Wild Things Are