I've finished all my exams. The yearlies and the flute. I don't feel free and relieved, though. I just feel blank. Bored, purposeless.
I'm going nowhere. Trapped in limbo. There's heaps ahead and behind but nothing here.
I've got a headache.
Four weeks to go... Till the holidays, till I'm out of this school, till I hand back the laptop. No big deal, apart from the laptop. But I think I'm giving up Internet next year. Go on every second weekend or something. Ohshit. What a notion.
I'm already thinking of the holidays, because barely anything would happen in the next four weeks. I'm thinking of spending them in malls and the local library with a book and maybe coffee, enjoying the aircon and watching people go by. Mum's got plans for Cairns, before holiday season airfares. She does realise that it's on average 50 degrees there in December, and only when you're lucky? But it's cool.
I'm going for a Gambino bronze this month. I need to get my act together- I'm not even on the boards yet. But I'll manage.
I'd blog more because I feel like I've got heaps to say, but so far I'm too lazy. This entry was unconcious, and because I didn't like the previous message up top. I'm now going to bed because I've lost coordination enough to reel in Seedkin with a DRP. lol
fire_eyez · Sun Nov 06, 2005 @ 12:23pm · 1 Comments |