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Where have all the flowes gone?
This is the mind of Maddy!
How some no one likes my art? My average rating is a 2.8. Not even a 3!!! And some of my best stuff gets the worst ratings. You know why? Because I have my own style! Everyone is so bias towards the stuff that looks just like it was from a manga or anime. It's ridiculous. Stop looking in black and white people. There are other styles out there that are good. Maybe I am just a crappy artist. Maybe everyone just says they like my stuff just so they don't hurt my feelings. I don't know. I like some of my stuff. God dammit. Why does life have to be so hard for me? All of the stupid lazy rich a**-holes never have to work with their blood sweat and tears to get the job done. It's ridiculous. And then there's people like me any my friends who are (no offense) middle/lower class who are great hard working people that always end up with the short end of the stick. It's just not fair. I am generally a good person and so are my friends and boyfriend and nothing ever works out for us (well, me at least...) I just don't know anymore. My life is just so confusing right now. I wish everything would go back to the way things used to be before I sabotaged my life. I hate but still love being me (if that makes any sense...)


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  • User Comments: [1]
    Ichijo Mizuhashi
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    Tue Sep 01, 2009 @ 09:16pm

    well yeah your art does look like it came from an anime or manga but hey thats what makes it look so friggin cool!!!
    and those rich@$$es that say that dumb $h!t is becuase they cant draw. i mean i can draw but not as well as you. i cant shade things in or even do the little lightings or any of that stuff. im not saying this becuase i want you to feel good. im saying it becuase you really are a fantastic artist

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